Mclead 2008

Friday - 21 November 2008

Management Course for Student Leader 2008 (Mclead’08) dan Kursus Bina Negara Asas
Di Kem Lipis, Kuala Lipis Pahang
12-18 November 2008

Mclead kali ini berbeza dari tahun tahun sebelum nya. Management Course ini disatukan sekali bersama Kursus Negara Asas. Pada mulanya, sememangnya aku sangat bosan untuk menghadiri kursus ini. Baru lepas final exam, perlu kosongkan bilik dan pindahkan barang dan pada masa yang sama telah bermula hari pertama kursus tersebut di UIAM.

Management Course, pada hari pertama diadakan di UIAM kemudian bersambung di Kem Lipis, Kuala Lipis Pahang. Seperti biasa, Management Course mengajar dan memberi panduan untuk mahasiswa yang mempunyai jawatan di dalam kelab dan persatuan untuk menyusun perjalanan kelab dengan lebih teratur. Sememangnya penting untuk setiap mahasiswa yang bakal memegang sesuatu jawatan di dalam kelab nya. Seramai kira kira 125 mahasiswa mengikuti kursus tersebut.

Till 14 November was the session with IIUM. What I want to highlight here is the session with BTN. This was my second course with Biro Tatanegara but it was the BEST course of Bina Negara Asas ever. The module was customized to meet the students need or basically our need.

From the first day, we were divided into 6 groups. I was in group 1 with such tremendous friends which are Ali – The Boss, Akmal, Jazli, Lukman, Najwan, Pdot, Rozara, Yus, Amalina,
Husna, Karimah, Marni, Mieza, Nana, Sabariah, Siti, Syuhada, Yana + Ali and Muhammad.

The first day of BTN session started with 2 talks. The first talk was delivered by Ketua Pengarah Biro Tatanegara YBhg Dato’ Hj Shagul Hamid Bin Abdullah. It was such an honour to have him to give an inspiring talk about what the leader should have. He taught about to speak about only the truth, to differentiate false and truth information, to be brave enough to speak if what you believe is right. Although he was very busy with his job, he still wanted to come and gave long inspiring speech. Thank you Dato’. The second talk is also very good. The topic was about academic.

After that, there were lots and lots of fun things that we did in group, LDK (latihan dalam kumpulan). We had to kept “panji”(bendera), 3 water ballons (amanah to God, people and yourself), and a letter (perlembagaan). We refreshed the history of how great the Malacca was back then. Hebat kah Melaka? Or rather Hebat tak Melaka? Parameswara is not “pendatang” but he was from the same roots that is “rumpun melayu”. Zaman dahulu tiada sempadan negara atau imegresen. Saudara di Acheh boleh berbicara dengan saudara di Terengganu. Siapa yang memisahkan kita? Tak lain adalah penjajah. Kajilah semula berapa ratus tahun kita dijajah, dipijak di tanah sendiri. “…Di alam warisan ini, tiada ketakutan. Yang ada hanya keberanian…”

We learn about so many things. Asas Negara Malaysia, Apakah itu “Persekutuan”, Perlembagaan yang penting untuk diketahui, Kontrak Sosial dan bermacam-macam perkara yang kita pada zaman ini jahil untuk tidak mahu melihat semua itu yang mempunyai jawapan kepada setiap perkara yang telah berlaku pada masa kini.

The greatest things happen were on 16th November. In the morning we ran 2 Km. After that, we had like explore race where we had to solve puzzle which every each puzzle brings its own meaning. Then at night 1.30am, we had “kembara malam” where we had to walk in the thick jungle of Terenggun in a group. We were the first group that had to walk in. It was raining that night. For three hours, we walked non-stop, up and down the hills, with trees that have torn left and right. For your information, the route that we walked was “berisi”. Alhamdulillah, nothing happen to my group, although some of us encountered undesired “thing” along the journey. We reached destination called Terenggun at 5.15am. Some other groups took 5 hours to reach the destination and reached Terenggun at about 8am. At 9am, we cooked our own breakfast. At about 10am, we build craft (rakit) and had a little race with other group. We went back to Kem Lipis in the afternoon and that night we had some BBQ. Hard day, tired plus did not get enough sleep. But it was the greatest moment ever we shared together as a group. Even though we only met in this course, it seems like we were meant to be friend.


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Thanks to my group members:
Ali – Our group leader, main character in the novel that we wrote line by line by each member during the free time.
Akmal – Son of minister but very humble and supportive.
Jazli – IIUM Kuantan, come with brilliant idea for the group project proposal.
Lukman – Small guy but eat plenty…haha.
Najwan – still got torns at your palm and shoulder?
Pdot – IIUM Kuantan, very quiet but helpful.
Rozara – Very concern with the group every now and then
Yus – Chatter box, keeps the group vibrant
Amalina – You have the look as law student..yup
Husna – Normal than other members of the group.. =D
Karimah – IIUM Kuantan, you got talent as MC. Nice to know you
Marni – Buy me nasi lemak one day..hehe
Mieza – Happy go lucky girl..V(^.^)V
Nana – the youngest in the group..hey, stop dreaming! :P
Sabariah – Can you stop laughing once in a while? Hahaha!
Siti – Stop looking at me…*scary* but she’s a nice person *Asas*
Syuhada – Good Gal
Yana – Thank for getting trouble with me doing budgeting for the proposal
Muhammad and Ali – Foreigner, join us for 3 days, wish you guys were with us till the end of the course.


Award from dila~

Thursday - 20 November 2008

Yea! Got award from dila… This is a personal award given to me. It’s not like everybody feels the same thing coz my blog is just a blog. For me to express the words, idea, story, the history(about me) and all the nonsense stuff(good stuff also have oo). I don’t write about serious matter coz I think that I’m not too good at that topic. Expressing idea is not the same as expressing facts. So I better talk rubbish than telling fitnah; except if I got the facts to share. Nowadays, people keeps on telling bad things about other people without judging them from many aspects, it’s just so wrong. Show the facts, be neutral and judge from both side. Ofcourse everyone is telling “the right thing” if you see only from one side. But the right thing is not always true. The true thing is always true but the right thing is not always true.


Dalila Fatin

The Rules:
1. Put the logo on your blog.
2. Add a link to the person who awarded you.
3. Nominate 10 other blogs.
4. Add links to those blogs on yours.
5. Leave a message for your nominees on their blogs.

I don’t really read many blogs but check this out:

Tun Dr Mahathir Mohamad – http://chedet.com/
Dr M is one of the leader that I salute. He thinks very far away, every single things in detail. He knows what he fights for. Dr M believed in what he were doing. He is truly Malaysian. Thanks to him that now I really love Malaysia so much.

Farahshila – http://nonowrites.com/
AAA… I dunno what to say about this blog. Sometimes I get mad reading her entry, sometimes I imagine if her voice that what I heard in my mind with her gedik gedik style. But still I read it because I’m so boring… No la. I read it because she can be so so so so funny sometimes….AAA

Dalila Fatin – http://gayagoat.blogspot.com/
Not fair la you again… Hehe.. You already have the award. You are still in my list because you have to. I like to read this blog because she wrote wholeheartedly about her life, courage and wisdom and everything in between. Her wisdom makes me vibrant!

These are the three blog that I found intresting to read. It’s not that I don’t read other blog, I read but I read a few. I have chosen them because of some creterion. I like to put others too but let give them sometimes to be constantly entertaining my head. I hope what I had chosen doesn’t violate what the rules said…( violate la)…


Makan Makan – With YB Fadilah

Thursday - 20 November 2008

Venue: Restoran Pucuk Ubi, TTDI PJ.
Time: 8.00pm
zen – kroul – mahader – zul naga
(Special thanks to ZulK for his car)

We reached the restaurant at about 8.45pm after the unexpected traffic jam at the highway. The restaurant is situated at TTDI Plaza. When we reached there we were greeted by the person incharge and directly met YB Fadilah. After greeting and some talking with YB, we had this wonderful dinner at the restaurant. I had nasi pandan, siakap, ayam kurma and some vegetables for my main course. Not to forget a cup of black coffee.

“ZENNN~~”
“Hadrian…hye!”
“At last, we met in the real world!”, that’s what Hadrian said.
(thanks for calling my name) We only met in the net (my weblog and Facebook of Persatuan Warisan Sarawak)…. He is an admin for Persatuan Warisan Sarawak’s Facebook by the way.

After having our meal we chit-chat with YB Fadilah, Dr Lawrence(Founder warisansarawak.com) and Ghai (President of Sarawakian Student UM). It was very fun to be able to talk directly with YB  with such a leisuring atmosphere there. Thank you so much for this dinner invitation.


Dunia Yang Nyata

Tuesday - 11 November 2008

Aku memulakan peperiksaan ku dengan hati yang gusar. Susah hati adalah perkataan yang paling sesuai menggambarkan perasaan yang bersirat. Daripada kelima-lima kertas tersebut permulaan dan pengakhiran kertas peperiksaan itu adalah yang paling sukar. Am I not being too serious this semester? Or is it too difficult that I had to put much more effort in it? Soalan itu kerap kali bermain di minda walaupun kertas terakhirku adalah pada 9 November yang lepas. Hanya berdoa dan bertawakkal yang mampu kulakukan sekarang. Semester ini saja aku telah dua kali dimarahi oleh Head Department of Mechatronics. Ah, banyak lagi perkara yang aku harus fikirkan. Aku ada urusan lain yang perlu dilakukan seperti menghantar kertas program kelab MISI untuk tahun 2009 dan mengambil kit questionare di Research Centre. Pada 12 sehingga 18 haribulan, aku perlu menghadiri Management Course for Student Leaders 2008 di Kuala Lipis. Bosan betul. Aku ingin bebas selepas menghadapi ombak peperiksaan. Aku ingin menari berpusing pusing. Mungkin tidak sekarang. Tidak mungkin sekarang…

Cinta Laura – We Can Do it

1, 2, 3, terus berlari jangan berhenti (don’t u ever give up)
Raih tanganku kita melaju menembus waktu (go, go, go!)
So come on, come on, janganlah ragu
Make your dreams come true

Don’t u worry ku disini
Don’t u worry still believe me
Cause we are the young, we are the young
Together we can do it

A, B, C, jangan sembunyi kuatkan hati
Cause life sucks, life is a war
But don’t be afraid (go, go, go!)
Together we are the one, we are the one

Don’t u worry ku disini
Don’t u worry still believe me
Cause we are the young, we are the young
Together we can do it


Tag – Fila

Tuesday - 4 November 2008

I got another two more exams.. Wow, I just can’t wait to finish it up with style (..though my CM are low (-.-) ). I just need to be more passion in preparing and doing my exams. That’s what I’m supposed to do as a student, right! Exclamation instead of question mark. Being tagged in weblog is something usual. For me another tag is too much…(This is my second actually that the tag wishes to be answered…hehe) Why too much? Too much of me may be revealed as I like to be discreet… “But izit too much to ask from you zen?” Not really…Fila. :)

1. What’s your ambition?
Ambition means strong desire to do or achieve something.
To fulfilled my mom’s desire…

2. Who is more important to you? Girlfriends or friends? Who is important to you?
Both are important… You don’t have to ignore your dad just because you love your mom more.

3. How often do you think of committing suicide?
Friendster suicide..once. In real life, I often think of why people commit it.
Be grateful to your life.

4. Do you think you have enough confidence?
Increase with every minutes and seconds of time but never enough..

5. List your nicknames.
Jen and zen.

6. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?
In the present of golden ray…yup! I will try to look around for the rainbow at this moment.

7. What is your goal for this year?
I have goals!!! Couldn’t manage to put it in words, some are fulfilled and some are not.

8. Do you believe in eternity love?
Yes yes yes… Sampai ke syurga!

9. What’s a perfect girlfriend/boyfriend like to u? (List 10)
Perfect? Hehe… Nobody’s perfect. Nice, sweet, sensible, responsible, sensual, can dance, sing, around my age, content and chatterbox but not too much. Well I guess we just need someone to talk to once in a while.

10. How do you define loneliness?
Loneliness is too noisy! AArgghh~

11.What is your bad habits?
Staying up all night just to enjoy the silent melody.

12. Is there anything you wanna tell the people who hates you?
I wish you to never hate me anymore.

13. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
I may not be closed to you every single day and night but I treasure the moment when we met together even if it just for a cup of coffee.

14. What does flying means to you?
Freedom…

15. What do you crave for the most currently?
My own PSP!!!

16. Most unexpected gift you received so far and when?
Stitch as big as your hug..haha.

17. Describe the person who tagged you in 5 words:
Extremely nice, rational, easy-going, funny.

18. What have you done to yourself make yourself happy?
Listen to YUI’s songs~~~

19. What will you become in another 10 years to come?
Robot… work, work and more work…

20. What have you achieved in life lately to make it better?
Never regret to any desicion I’ve made.

Instructions: Remove 1 question from above and add in your personal question. Make a total of 20 questions and tag 8 people. List them out at the end of the post.

I don’t like to tag people. But I like to read yours too. You are all tagged!